justrun-.

post school hours today were pretty nice cos andy, lishan, ruyi, songyuan and i sat around and talkeddd. much needed esp since my mind's been a whirlwind of emotion lately. thanks guyss (: i think i keep losing sight of what really matters. and that screws things up so bad...

it's scary, it's painful and it seems impossible. it's torturous to live life day to day without knowing what my purpose in life is. i guess there comes a point in life where we can no longer be ignorant about such things.

schoolwork's piling and it's a super eek feeling. i feel like i'm too late and no matter what i do now it's not going to work. had i known i'd be feeling this way earlier i really really would've spent more time on schoolwork in secondary school :( sigh.

just thinking about what lies ahead makes my head feel like bursting. need to listen to calming songs + try to keep myself from panicking or else i'm not gonna be able to get any decent work done! RARR.

Hold Fast by Mercy Me is xoxo. Thanks Jo! :)

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [19:23]

and took [20080513] strides

it's the passion that drives you